I need help... of the professional sort

[Heather]

Let me just state: I have never had a bad depression and I am not a doctor or anything so feel free to not do anything I say:

Definatley talk to a school guidance counsler or a doctor. I had a small depression(Not the "Oh, I feel dpressed today" thing) My parents split up and I was so sad and gloomy for weeks until I talked to a guidance counsler and things started becoming better. She let me know that no matter what, suicide is not an answer and I always have someone to talk to. She told me to tell someone anything I was feeling and to never, ever think that if I commited suicide, no one would care. To never think that life would be better and I would be happier dead. You are very brave for posting this and I hope a helped a little bit clear your head

[Trinity]

I have major depression, bipolar, paranoid schitzophrenia, PTSD, and panic disorder, so I can definately relate. Ive struggled since i was 11 with self harm, and I have tried to take my own life on a few occasions, in fact, thats part of the reason ive been gone so long, I was having mental health problems and ended up in a hospital for a while. If you ever need to talk, anyone, you can PM me.

[ChocolateGal]

Thanks everyone for your help. Trin, Heather, Shippy, Cocodri, Auxatia, Wolf and Cos.

I'm still a bit hesitant and scared to go to the counsellor, but I have given a summary of what's going on in the "ChocolateGal.." thread. Thanks again everyone

[wolfgirl159357]

Dont worry, i am sure that once you can find someone who you can trust it will feel much better, you see i have taken 3 years of anger management due to my anger issues that have since been slightly eased now i only truely snap about evrey couple months or so while it used to be at least 3 times a month

[ChocolateGal]

I'm sure I can Wolf. But you guys are the only people I can really talk to at the moment.