Not on anymore...

[ChocolateGal]

I'm having thoughts about leaving SBF. It's just not fun anymore, and some of the newer players are just really taking over here. I don't mean to be mean, but I feel like I'm not being listened to anymore, and that my opinions are not valued as much as other players.

And to tell you the truth, real life is not fun for me either. I won't bore you with the details, but my classes are full of B****s and I don't feel like I have any friends at school anymore. I think that last year people were friendly to me, but now they toss me away like garbage. I suppose it's bullying overall. I'm just getting heaps of school work, and I'm feeling very pressured and insecure.

I feel ill all the time, and that my life at the moment is not worth living.

So to tell you truthfully, I won't be on much, just to check on monopoly. Apart from that, I won't be on.

This is not a plea of self pity, I'm just warning you if I get touchy or you don't see me on.

Goodbye

P.S. I may not reply to posts posted, I really don't feel up to it at the moment.

[SomebodyDude]

CHOCO!!!! DON"T GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Vitani]

Chocs hun....Don't ever let things get so bad that you feel this way...


PM me...I'm a free venting service for those that need it

[Queso]

Aww, Choco *hugs*

You know if you need someone to talk to I'm here for you.

[Misty Glen]

I'm sad to hear that things are going so badly for you in RL and I hope things pick up soon. I understand how you feel about SBF. I do very little gaming on here now, and have mostly been sticking around for the social side of it of late. Even so, I've found I've been growing increasingly distant from the SBF community, as many of those I knew well have left the game, and I fail to connect with many of the new players who come in to replenish the ranks. Sometimes I feel SBF Monopoly is all that's keeping me here. I feel sort of flattered that you see it as an incentive to return to the boards too.

[.Savy.]

School is extremely difficult, classwise, and as well as socially( I was never the 'popular cheerleaded' lol. I know it's hard Hun, it really is. College is killer at the moment, buts things will look up, I promise, always do!! I know we don't know each other, but feel free to PM me if you ever want to chat

Best of luck!

- Sav

[KaylaBlue]

I LOVE YOU CHOCO DON'T GO!!

Things will get better, I promise... Just don't go!

Hugs, Kayla

[wolfgirl159357]

Just remember one thing things in life get worse before they get better and you can always vent to me through PM my step sis is going to school to be a phychiatrist so i am learning some stuff from that5.

[SisKate]

I am here for you and feel your pain. I have considered retiring myself from this game several times, and have taken breaks. You will be missed, but please do what's best for you. Real life can be a butt, too, we all know it. Even though I don't know you beyond this website, I give you hugs and best wishes for whatever comes next.

You're great, and if you need to talk, you can always count on your Sis to be here to give you a hand.

Best wishes, sweetie,

-SisKate

[SomebodyDude]

Do you really want a pep talk from me? I gave FiREBiRD one!

[SisKate]

Me??

SisKate

[SomebodyDude]

No not you! Choco!

[SisKate]

Oh! Sorry! Haha!

SisKate

[ChocolateGal]

Thanks everyone *huggles* Your support is amazing. These few weeks have just been madness, and I've just been getting assignments and things down. However, I broke down halfway through one night, and I felt like I couldn't go on. But, I did, and I'm coming to the end of the term, and I felt much better that I just got things done.

Thank you again,
I will update when I have more time on my hands

My love to you all
Choco

[Heather]

If you truly feel this way, I'm sorry. But you gotta do what you gotta do. I'm glad you feel better but if you leave, you will be missed