Eternity Waits: A short story I wrote

[ghgfgfgfhgf]

YAY its up it was soo interesting cant wait for the next ch. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

[Knight]

thx everybody! i discovered that i do have internet access but im not sure if i'll have time to put up any chs...if i can i will but....who knos? It's Christmas Eve but i'm gonna say it anyways...Merry Christmas!
-Knight

[Knight]

hey! i found some time to put up a ch! *extremely happy dance!*

Eternity Waits
Chapter 14

I walked downstairs slowly, with a basket in my hand. I had never been afraid of basements before, but with recent events the dark, shadowy, underground area seemed like a perfect place for an attack. I shivered and told myself to stop thinking that way. I was safe, if any Knights were in my house Matt would know, and would come speeding to my rescue, parents or not.
I waved my hand around in the darkness above me, trying to find the string that would turn on the light. After a few long seconds I found it and turned it on. The single lightbulb which had always been enough before, but it didn't seem adequate now. Every shadow seemed pronounced, a perfect place for a creature of the night to hide.
Stop it, stop it, stop it! I scolded myself. Don't think that way! Ugh, I am soooo stupid! That's right, insult yourself...just don't think about...doh! This was impossible! Why me? I loved being in on the secret, but the Knights...It doesn't seem as good when you're in danger because of the secret.
I sighed, and emptied the dryer. The grass always seems greener on the other side. When I didn't know, I knew he had a secret. Now I know, and I'm not sure if I want to. But I knew I wanted to know. I knew something else I wanted, and the thought of me even considering it scared me.
No, it won't happen, and I don't want it to, I told myself. But I still knew I wanted it to happen. No matter how much i denied it I would still want it for some crazy reason. I closed my eyes savored the memory of the trees passing so fast, the wind in my hair, Matt's gentle, yet amazing strength...
I sighed again, I was being stupid. I emptied the washer of clothes, put them in the dryer, and turned it on. I started the washer and put a load of darks in. I kept thinking about my journey in the forest the whole time. "Laelen!"
I jumped and squeaked when the sudden yell sounded. "Yeah, Mom?" I yelled back to her.
"Can you bring up some olives when you come back?"
"Yeah, will do Mom," I answered.
I grabbed the basket of clean clothes and a can of olives then ran back upstairs. I dropped the basket at the top of the stairs and left the olives on the counter. I retreated out the back door quickly before my mom could start talking to me. "I'm goin outside!"
I slammed the door behind me quickly. I looked around my back yard, but I didn't see anything unusual. I sighed and started walking towards my favorite tree. It was a big tree with low branches, making it easy to climb. I pulled myself up into it and climbed higher. I reached my favorite branch and stopped climbing. I sat down and just relaxed, letting one leg dangle off the branch. I closed my eyes and gave in to my fantasies again. The weak winter sun, the trees flying by, curly brown hair, bright blue eyes, running through the forest...hmmm...
I felt absolutely content. Well, almost...there was just that one thing. My rebel desire. My forbidden want. I sighed again, and took a deep breath of fresh air. A soft breeze rustled the few, brown leaves on the trees. I imagined the feeling of it intensified, and being able to smell things that humans couldn't. I loved Matt, and I was sure I wouldn't be able to live without him. But what would happen when he had to live without me? Would he be able to continue living? My previous question continued to haunt me. What would the world be like without Matt Shock? I shook my head, I shouldn't be thinking about this. But I couldn't stop thinking about it. Would he be able to live without me?

I knew a lot of things about myself, but now a forbidden desire surfaced, and I knew something else. I wanted to be a vampire.

Yay! i got another ch up! During vacation! WOOOOO! there it is people!
-Knight

[Cecelia]

is all I can say

[lorraine]

really good knight!!!!!!

[Knight]

thx everybody! sorry the next chs aren't up...i've been extremely busy...hopefully they'll b up soon...u guys rock!
-Knight

[Cecelia]

Been hoping to see a new chapter soon. Just posting so this doesn't get buried

[rockyBalboa]

Oh my gosh...I am your new biggest fan. This story is AMAZING! Please post more soon! I am ADDICTED!... I need my fix!

[Decoy]

Umm, this is exactly the same as Twilight. Its good, but its exactly the same thing

[ghgfgfgfhgf]

Wow I really miss this!

[lorraine]

yeah..... If you changed it a bit you could have Jacob and Renesmee's story.. I doubt that Stephenie Meyer will write a book about them though..... but knight should have kept posting on this

[Knight]

Hey guys... *checks for angry mob*
I know I'm a horrible person and all that for not posting new chapters and whatnot....I haven't even been on this site in months....You have every reason in the world to hate me.
Here's my thing...and as pathetic as it may seem...it's true. The story died. My inspiration for the story (and one of its main characters *cough cough*) pretty much broke me into itty bitty pieces and I no longer had any desire to finish.
Besides...as has been mentioned...it was like I was trying to make my own Twilight story....
I just can't finish this...I'm sorry...I honestly am...but it just won't happen. If you want to read my work you're gonna have to take a trip to Fanfiction.net.
I have new ideas, new inspirations *cough cough*, and the story is dead.
Hope you can forgive me and maybe let me live.
~Knight

P.S. Here's the story link for Fanfic
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4741163/1/White_Black_Red

[Cecelia]

Hey Knight. I'm so glad to hear you're still alive!!!! It's alright about the story. It was really good but I understand if it died.I 'm sorry about what happened in real life to make it die. Hope you're ok. Thanks for telling us, Cecelia~thellamallady~

[lorraine]

I am sad about the story but it's ok!!! I totally understand cause none of my stories get finished......... so it's definately ok!!! I am glad you posted.

[Knight]

Thanks
I appreciate the fact that you are being very understanding and that I still have my head.
Knight