Leaving/Quitting/Break

PinkStar · Joined: 23 Nov 2007 Posts: 889

I think I am leaving SBF.. I am a little upset with people's behaviors and the things that are happening.. I know some of you are going to be pretty upset while the rest jump up and down for joy.. I really am also dealing with the fact that i starve myself to be perfect and I need to get my tratments.. I dont want to leave it feels like i am being asked to i have no idea why..
I want to thank the people who stood by my side mash, Cecilia, CholateGal and Monkeys_Rule they were always so nice to me and i feel that we should respect them like they respected us Smile

i am not final on my leaving but it is 9/10.. I dont care what you post here i just want a response.. Another problem is that they discovered i may have cancer and i am pretty upset already because i am Anorexic and am in a hostpital so anyway.. yeah ok

Cecelia · Joined: 16 Dec 2006 Posts: 1487

I'm sorry PinkStar. I hope you feel better soon and realize that being starving yourself will not things any. If you decide to stay or just come on now and then you can pm me anytime Smile

*hugs*

ChocolateGal · Joined: 29 Jul 2007 Posts: 1868

Pinkie, being anorexic won't get you anywhere. You can die... Sad

and not even the nastiest people don't wnat that to happen...

I'm overweight and happy, cause i don't care what other people think and if they do... i smack them in the face hehehe sorry, sad time...

Please don't quit sweetie your my really best friend... Sad

We'll miss you..

mash · Joined: 27 Feb 2007 Posts: 2683

**HUGS**

Chin up Pinky. Who has asked you to leave???

Aggh, weight issues....I went through a stage whan I was younger, when after ever meal I'd make myself throw up. After a while I just realized that I am what I am and no one will change that. I'm now "cuddly" (I don't like fat), but happy.

Find something that will give you confidence, once you have confidence in yourself others see you differently.

I truly hope you get the treatment and emotional/mental help that you need. Please keep in touch.

**HUGS**

PinkStar · Joined: 23 Nov 2007 Posts: 889

Cecila- I am keeping that in mind so thanks Smile

Choco- I am not going to die we will get through this its ok!
mash- I know I should love my self but i have that erge and I want to lose more!! Like I said it seems like people are asking me to.. its complicated,,

Queso · Joined: 11 Mar 2007 Posts: 3597

I hope you can get over you problems Pinkie. Believe me, being skinny sucks a lot of the time. It's not worth it, I'm sure you are absolutly beautiful just the way you are. Have you talked with a phycologist? They can really help you out. *hugs*

PinkStar · Joined: 23 Nov 2007 Posts: 889

I am thinking about Queso. Thanks for the advice and the hug Wink

i am feeling very comforted by everone and i dont know what i will do leave or stay..

shadow_spinner · Joined: 28 Nov 2006 Posts: 600

Dreadfully sorry about your troubles, hun. But how about this:

You don't have to "stay" or "leave." No one's keeping track. If you're busy, don't visit us for awhile, we know that life comes before computer, no one's gonna get mad at you. If you'd like some SBF enjoyability, log in, poke around, and use up some of those many turns. Or don't. You can even just poke around the forums for awhile. Heck, you don't even have to post anything, it's fine with us if you just feel like reading some threads. If I were you I might close some of my more active deals, like any auctions going on or anything that requires you to be on very frequently. That way it's no-stress, you can come and (hopefully) enjoy our company when you feel like it, and when you don't, you don't have to feel guilty about not logging on. It's a win-win. Very Happy

PinkStar · Joined: 23 Nov 2007 Posts: 889

I know I know.. Its just sbf gets me away ferom my thoughts about the troubles! I will probaly poke around the forums.. i jope pople do miss me Smile